The
zombie apocalypse had happened roughly one-hundred and eighty three days ago… I
know because every sunset, without fail, I cut a notch the science book I carry
with me. While I’ve been knocked out a few times, I’ve never missed a sunrise,
nor a sunset; the daylight seems to make them more lethargic.
Looking
around the apartment, including the barricade against the front door, I glance
in the mirror and pull my hair back into a tight but messy ponytail, before
grabbing a stick of roses and cream deodorant.
If
only my brother could see me now, using some woman’s deodorant…
I
stop that thought cold, choosing not to think about my little brother, or my
parents. If all was right in the world, which it definitely wasn’t, they were
able to get evacuated without getting bitten or spit upon. The evacuation
station had only been a few blocks from our home in Canyon Lake, with
helicopters taking groups of eight at a time out to Camp Bullis.
That
of course wasn’t the only extraction point, but it would have been the one my
family would have used.
Hopefully.
I,
on the other hand, went to St. Charles School for Exceptional Children here in
San Antonio, an endless urban sprawl of blacktop and concrete now populated by
over a million hungry dead, with a few living people thrown in the mix just to
make things interesting.
I
was one of the people around to make things interesting,
“Okay
Brandon,” I say to my reflection, staring over the ace bandage wrapped over my
neck and cheek from the nasty scratch I’d suffered three days ago, my black
bangs dangling in my eyes, “Just two blocks, that’s all you have to make today.
Two blocks.”
Two
blocks away was another set of apartments that, thanks to my binoculars, seemed
rather deserted. A few meandering zombies wandered the littered streets between
here and there, but no sign of a hungry mob anywhere. Moving to the window, I
lean out it again and look around, enjoying the cool breeze that Fall had
brought along.
I
see several zombies hunched over near each other, huddled together as if
seeking warmth. I knew better than to believe that.
The
first time I came upon a Pod, I thought they were survivors like me. And like
the dumb kid I am, I approached them.
“Hey,”
I’d said, triggering the first zombie, nearly screaming in horror as it peeled
away from the other five it had intermingled with, sharing brackish fluids
through tubes jutting out of their limbs.
I’d
run far that day, crossing five city blocks and gathering a full mob behind me
before I’d been able to duck into a liquor store, pulling down the barred gates
to offer me a form of protection. I’d checked behind the counter for any kind
of gun and, upon finding none, had grabbed a few bottles of Everclear to add to
my pack.
One
of those bottles had already been used cleaning the infection threatening to
take over my neck and face.
I
sigh… only twelve and I have to deal with the end of the world. I haven’t even
kissed a girl and I’ve had to split open a man’s skull… something about that is
seriously messed up. Leaning in the window sill, I allow myself a few moments
to muse on the girl I’d been looking forward to asking out for the first dance
of the school year.
Christina
Tam. A pretty, petite Asian girl that always beat me in the math tests (and
loved to brag about it), the two of us had formed a loose friendship based
around our competitive spirits. The original group of survivors I’d been with
had also counted her amongst their number.
Unfortunately
we all decided to follow Chris Black, a football player with more brawn than
brain, who’d proclaimed we could muscle our way to the front of the school and
into the parking lot, where we could get in our cars and drive away.
Where
to was never discussed, not even by Christina. She’d just gripped her golf club
like her life depended on it. Moments after Chris had opened the locked lunch
room doors, her life did depend on
that nine-iron, which sadly proved to be too feeble when wielded by a ninety
pound Chinese girl. The former math teacher, a two hundred pound bull of a man
and head coach of the baseball team, had made short work of her.
My
spear made from a pool stick and a butcher’s knife had proven to be an
effective tool, allowing me to hamstring zombies on the go while keeping a good
deal of reach between us. I’d tried to help Christina, but the math teacher had
bitten directly into her face, tearing away her nose in a spray of red gore.
I
ended her life quickly, after slicing through the teacher’s calves. The zombies
all occupied eating my comrades; I was given the opportunity to move onward
into the school properly, leaving Chris and his followers to their own grisly
demise.
Did
I feel guilty?
No.
When
the dead started to rise, the government tried to keep it under control,
declaring that the nation should carry on as usual. After a week of live
battles being waged in Los Angeles and New York all over the news, the
blockades broke and the dead spewed forth from the doomed cities into the rest
of the United States, right around the same time that undead risings started in
the ghettos of every major city.
I’d
said to Dad then, “We need to get out of here!”
He’d
replied that we were safe, and that we should carry on as normal.
My
father, I’ve come to realize, was not a wise man. Is not. Oh hell, I have no
clue…
Mom
had sided with me, begging Dad to have us go to one of the “safe” zones, where
the military had full control over everything. He’d refused, citing how his
forefathers had held this land and how he’d be damned if some blight upon the
earth was going to take it from him!
Like
I said, not the brightest bulb…
So
do I feel guilty leaving my classmates to their untimely deaths? Of course not.
As my advanced biology book (and personal journal) attested, this was a time
when social Darwinism took over, weeding out those unfit to survive from those
capable of pushing onward. Yeah, I missed Christina, and I think I did her a
favor by running my blade over her throat and ending her misery sooner rather
than later.
But
feel guilty? Hell, who has time for that?
I have Armageddon to deal with, hordes of
walking dead infected with freaky parasites to sneak around and fight, all just
to reach the safety of a supposed safe zone where my family might be.
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